Still Quiet

About nine years ago already was my first flashback.  It only consisted of two hands and arms of a boy wrestling with me to hold me down.  This flashback was triggered by my husband being affectionate with me.   I could not see anything other than two hands and forearms.  My eyes were open, but … Continue reading Still Quiet

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no escape

Tears from the innocents fall on me as the victims of satan's motherhood struggle no more, in chains of no relent Accepting no escape, stung by the glee of hateful followers at the perversion of innocence. She became a subservient slave of their painful power. Repeated escapes only brought torturous rapes, For even the neighbor took her back to … Continue reading no escape

Connecting the Dots, emotional memory past and present

For the last week or so things have been so intense emotionally!  We have six daughters, so there is no shortage of emotions in this house!  Plus, we have one on the way - so I am an absolute hormonal wreck!  For the most part the problem is due to pregnancy just intensifying how I … Continue reading Connecting the Dots, emotional memory past and present

Triggered by Parenting

Today began pretty normal - tired waking up, but readying my self for a new day.  The older kids went to school while the little ones stay behind.  To begin with I felt very positive.  I said morning prayers and intended to write about my experiences with angels.  Then something happened.  My daughters started fighting … Continue reading Triggered by Parenting