Still Quiet

About nine years ago already was my first flashback.  It only consisted of two hands and arms of a boy wrestling with me to hold me down.  This flashback was triggered by my husband being affectionate with me.   I could not see anything other than two hands and forearms.  My eyes were open, but … Continue reading Still Quiet

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A Memory for Monday

The memory I am going to share today is strange.  As always, if you have ptsd or did be careful of what you read.  Anything can be triggering!  This one involves partial memory of a ritual and punishment afterwards. This is a memory I recovered about a year and a half ago.  How do I … Continue reading A Memory for Monday

A Memory for Monday…

Please use caution when reading my post if you are dealing with ptsd or did since reading any posts about my memories may be triggering. Today I mention: psychic, bath, knife *** *** After a session of being abused I was in the basement having an ice bath.  I absolutely hate cold water, I hate … Continue reading A Memory for Monday…

Back to the beginning…

Discovering something severe did occur in my childhood was not easy to accept - even though I had enough reason to accept it.  Anything short of the truth simply would not be enough.  I had to know what really happened and if I was barking up the wrong tree.  I needed validation.  Walking this path … Continue reading Back to the beginning…