Hey, just reveal what it is that you feel tell me you love me you've proved it already I have felt it Just tell me please say, Please say I love you I need it I need it I really need it
Any idea of who I thought I was completely shattered upon the acceptance of a single memory. For years, my husband and I wondered if I was sexually abused as a child. We talked about what I always remembered and discussed certain bedroom behaviors of mine. As far as I knew I lived a completely uneventful and … Continue reading A few things I have learned
When the heart mingles with mind and conscience emotion confuses me and it makes no sense. Desire works both ways in want and need to have someone near.
Today I will go into a surreal type of memory. Josie, one of my alter personalities, went through some sort of psychic training or development. She is the one who saw angels, ghosts, and even demons. Psychic development is a part of monarch programming. I believe whatever part of the brain where Josie … Continue reading A Memory for Monday: a vision and a message
Internal conflicts... that which hits the at the heart of who my alters are and why they exist; the very reason from what I can tell so far, that one alter split into two and so on. My husband is an empath and picks up on the deepest parts of my emotions. He has picked … Continue reading Caught in the Middle Between Multiple Personalities (DID) and Marriage
Hear the stories That make it clear I'm not the one You hold so dear My life is that Of one complex So wait until You hear the facts
I always liked "The Wizard of Oz" with Judy Garland. And so it was as a with me as well. I remember my uncle commenting that I must have had some very strange dreams the night before. The truth was, I didn't remember a thing. I had no dreams, no nightmares, no idea whatsoever that … Continue reading Dorothy is home